Blogs, fogs, and logs I'm chopping away to make a way

I'm testing investing my time , headache to make a break I may be too late but what would that mean, it might mean my great escape to break out of heaven's gate is really all to extreme, I dream of possible leaning, not only on my weight but not understanding, I've been handling this estimated fate I been gambling with for 13 years..
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What I'm getting to is, I have to break on through to the other side, as I once did, and once did provide...
Information on facts, that tax my time like the tax taken from me this last time.. I'm in the hole, looking up , searching for a place to go, a home, a destination... this is what I'm facing....
This will never be  my home, I'm usually wanting to go with someone but I'm seeing the hard facts in having to do this on my own.... I've grown up a bit but still have so much more to go and know.
I'm learning marketing, techie, websites, blogs, seeing through the fog of my once islaocate world... full of dope smoke, and tightened ropes, I used to choke out my voice and then blame it on you...
I've gifted the right to write the words, you hearrd or read if you got me on the scope, my hope is this will contunie to be read and lead into such a tribulation time it helps you cope to see and feel mine, knowing you're not alone in these hard times... All you need to know is you, all your need to trust is you, all you need to do is focus on you, invest tests the things to see if it holds true if it's not you should know what to do...
Research, get the facts, chop away at all the walls you built to keep the world away, and let that light shine in you, then it will lead you to feed you the truth, no love or truth sought leaves you with no options and you don't get sought out, seen or heard.. its your dream your world you created and no once knows what you really see, take it from me, personal and spiritual experiments are meant for your own, just having someone to relate to with you does wonder, I'm still hoping to know.,... what I put in the universe I hope works its way to lifting inspire and no longer hurt, if it does then it's to only seek out the wounds you need help seeking out...

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