Killing myself

I killed myself to be accepted

my deep pain of rejection

kept me in submission

I'm hard to listen

my mouth a weapon

ghetto stepping I won't be letting

any motherfucker, bitch or authority

figure rule my life, cut out my right

to fight , they afraid when I go

riding through the dark nights

then they shake hearing the words I write

straight cut throat hearts

for the mistakes the made

which sent me to the dark

only to return to give me them my curse

my pain, my hurt

in these notes, I've to bleed my soul

my cross iv carried to the land of the unknown

shown more than most would like to know

or would dare to go and since I never had a home

it this road I roam

going wherever the wind blows

I've seen things you see in movies

I've been known to be lost in the background

the only way I was known is when I acted like a class clown

a trouble maker who all around

watched me get taken down in cuffs

I still can't be touched

to tell you the truth

its hell's dues I've paid

to make my own rule

thrones reigned

by going wherever the pain holds

overcome mortal man's plans

to now claiming the reason

why we even came

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