So Heavy

Heavy in my arms

A little like mums

I run as she screams out loud

taken by the moment

I stood my ground

frighted, so long no longer liking

our nightly fighting

your weight holds me down

in grips, it rips,

splits me into two

chained my other half closer to you

anger tightened

fail to be enlightened

only ran- I’m so tired of fighting

I’m hiding

In a place

I've been misplaced in

not letting them in

or

given in

so I'm no longer biting

from the hands of the dying

I lived to die

die to live

for I died so long ago

the only way out

is to live throughout the darkness

which is my only way to grow

which gives no light

to find your way out

to really know

what's wrong or right

shout- to not be heard

Door knob turned to escape

through doorways leading to hallways

so long I roamed

since I locked myself out

of the rooms of life

it's not like you didn't know

It's not like you part took in

hiding my soul

it's not like you have this hold

but you do play a role

in our new home

hear me- we come along away

I pray you follow me today

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